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Just deleted my facebook and now I am thinking about this because no one ever talks or cares. And all these two apps do for me now is make me see the things I don’t have anymore and the people that are gone in my life and I just am tired of hurting.

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  • 4 weeks ago

I wished I drunk hard liquor

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  • 1 month ago

This place sucks. No one cares. No one thinks I matter. Because I don’t look like a model and have a body that rocks. People don’t look at a normal or over weight average guy. They want the cut out of the mag. Guys. Well fuck that. I can hate myself all by myself. I guess it’s time to sleep. Yay me

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I keep dreaming of past relationships. I can’t get this one girl out of my head. And no one seems to give me a chance and coming into work I heard a sermon that said I need to think all is well. And god will fix things but I can’t help but feel crappy. I can’t help but to feel like I am not worthy or I don’t deserve anyone. One of my ex’s said she chickened out with me and just left. But she is happy I deserve better. But how does someone know if they deserve better. Who are they to judge if they are good or not to me. I have learned you can love many people in your life but the zing. Or that pow. Is a rare chance. I felt that with her but she is gone. And then I chickened out on one. And idk. I feel like shit. My health isn’t great my mind isn’t good. I am in a rut and I feel like I am on a verge of being blah forever. What if I am alone forever. I don’t know who to talk to so I am just talking to anyone who listens. And I don’t know what I want to hear I just want someone to love me and want me. I am so tired.

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  • 1 month ago

I feel like I have no one to talk too. I feel like I have no purpose here anymore. I am fat. Slobbish. And I make my self sick just thinking. No one has ever wanted me. So it’s like I settle for not wanting myself. I want to change I NEED to change but no one understands I need someone to help. I need someone who wants me. Who isn’t scared of me who doesn’t lie to me. And when I need a friend. Can be there. I am so tired of. Being alone. And unhappy. I don’t blame everyone I ever loved running away. Because maybe I am seeing why I am so pitiful. Just ignore those post LIFE. LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜จ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ’”โ›”๏ธ๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿ†˜โ—๏ธโ‰๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโŒโŒ๐Ÿ”ƒ

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